I need to travel, I need to walk alone in other places, I feel that traveling will improve my disorder a bit, or more than a bit.
I don’t mind how to doing it. I am a hadpacker and I can adapt myself to any condition. But, money is money. Now, I can’t spend money travelling and my schedule is full of doctors for me and for my children. And I can’t forget that I am in medical leave. I want to, desire to , wish to , need to travel in order to my mind can see new atmospheres that help it think in a different way.
I will going to find the way.
However, I don’t find my strength to do it. It’s just my only desire in moments when I dream with something not negative.
Writing by Espe P.