This morning, my mood has fallen intensely, nearly to the bottom. I am annoyed, irascible, with bad humour, sad, very sad, anxious and any another adjective similar, I am so.
The reason is the gathering of yesterday with Nieves. I made a mistake, thinking that I was better, and indeed I am, but not enough. Nieves was tense like all of us, and she spent most of the time complaining about her illness. Honestly, I can understand that she needed to get her sorrow off her chest, but unfortunately I am not ready to this kind of situation, and besides when she was not able to understand how I am, although she said to us that she was, but her behaviour showed clearly that she didn’t even imagine how depression has affected to my mind. I believe she didn’t feel well, and neither did I.
I am no ready to an unconditional number of situation.
I need more time, so much more time.