This is the 4th part of the wedding
There are 7 days, for an important date, it was always importanr but this year even more.
This situation is simply unbearable, they are many minutes, many days, many months of suffering
I follow the professionals’ recommendations , I have go out, i have walked, i have gone to the beach, and… nothing more. I am capable of nothing more.
Today I was going to the wedding, everything was ready, my friends had searched my dress, shoes, accessories, and I without reason, attack anxiety, crying, choking, impotence.
After so much time and so much medication, I could not go.
And after so many years of struggle to find decent work, to keep my family, I am nothing.
Every day I have it clear, my life is consuming, is shutting down. Today I am useless, incapacitated.