This is the 4th part of the wedding

There are 7 days, for an important date, it was always importanr but  this year even more.

This situation is simply unbearable, they are many minutes, many days, many months  of suffering

I follow the professionals’ recommendations , I have go out, i have walked,  i have gone to the beach, and… nothing more. I am capable of nothing more.
Today I was going to the wedding, everything was ready, my friends had searched my dress, shoes, accessories, and I without reason, attack anxiety, crying, choking, impotence.

After so much time and so much medication, I could not go.

And after so many years of struggle to find decent work, to keep my family, I am nothing.

Every day I have it clear, my life is consuming, is shutting down. Today I am useless, incapacitated.

– by Dreams’Espe 23/07/2016

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