I become in a dependent on anxiolytic pills. When I have a bit of a problem, I don’t sort out it, I just take some pills which help me not think. However, I am not able to resolve any problem. I feel as a part of my mind was stuck by the medication or by my depression.
Then, when surges something which need, eager, resolution, fierce, wit, I just break down and take pills to avoid the thoughts about killing myself.
And here I am, on Saturday evening, with four pills added to my daily dose of pills.
I feel I am disabled to the real life.


One thought on “Pills

  1. Be careful. I know the urge to numb can be strong, but it’s better to err on the side of caution. And don’t be afraid to check with your doctor; perhaps an adjustment of your dosage may help.


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