After several days, whereby I have been just at home, cutting down my outputs, it may be because I have been taking less pills as I felt a bit better. Well, after a week in which I have got worse and worse, this morning i have taken my whole medication again and i have forced myself to go out. I don’t have enthusiasm for anything and the fact that i have gained a lot of weight makes it even worse, since i feel fat and i don’t have clothes to put on, so my clothes don’t fit me by far. I would like to be in fit but right now I look like more an older person that somebody in my ages, and my sedentary life don’t help to change it and my injured leg even less. So, despite all of this, this morning I have made a big effort to go out. I hope I go on in this way, lest I will relapse again.