Assuming that life has meaning, I after months of medical, drug and mental treatment. I still don’t find it in my life.
When someone recently told me that I was completely shattered, and without any force and completely in background, I thought I was not so weak.
Now, I understand it. I have no strength to do, undo or change anything. I do not have forces or even to think.

“Black tears run through my inside”

Song Darknow tears by Javier García 

lagrimas+negras

 

Se supone que la vida tiene un sentido, pero yo después de meses de tratamiento médico, farmacológico y mental sigo sin encontrarlo.
Hace poco alguien me dijo que me veía totalmente destrozada, hecha añicos y en el fondo más profundo que existe. En ese momento pensé, estoy mal pero no tan débil.
Ahora lo entiendo, no tengo fuerzas para hacer, deshacer o cambiar nada.

“Lágrimas negras recorren mi interior”

Canción Lágrimas negras por Javier García

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