Thereafter a peaceful holidays, in a white flat with windows for everywhere and surrounded for green garden and brushes and a very pretty beach with a colour and a temperature warm. Everything has been perfect, as if it was prepared to me. After this flow of calmness and relaxing colours, my only wish is end up my life with this situation.
I am not prepared to real life and to change anything either. It’s too late. I am not strong enough for almost anything. So, what beautiful ending to my live with this sensation. It’s my only desire. Dying with the light blue sea hold in my mind.