Today I thought about going to the beach,
Blue sea, warm water, white sand, peace.
But again the doubts,
To fear to take one step more,
The 20 € of the bus,
The books that I have to sell to get 20 €.
Two years ago, I would have jumped up from the bed and would have taken my backpack,
Now I’m still in bed even though I make plans from time to time.